A month has passed and I have somehow patched things up with my wife over what she did. We went out as usual going about our routines and all. But deep down I still find it very difficult to trust her again. A part of me still questions, how far would she have gone with the other guy had I not caught on to what they were doing. And most of all I don't understand why she would even give this guy a chance to talk to her so intimately even after knowing he likes her. I mean, if she had respected our relationship, she shouldn't even allow someone with such intentions to get close to her. I always believe that when you play with fire, you'll eventually get burned too. At times I feel like I have failed at both my marriage and work lives, I really don't know what have I done wrong. I love this woman with all my heart and still, I can't believe how she could have constantly given a chance to a man who likes her to get so close to her. I feel so tired both physically and mentally, it's as if I need a factory reset.
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