Odd October

A month has passed and I have somehow patched things up with my wife over what she did.  We went out as usual going about our routines and all.  But deep down I still find it very difficult to trust her again.  A part of me still questions, how far would she have gone with the other guy had I not caught on to what they were doing.  And most of all I don't understand why she would even give this guy a chance to talk to her so intimately even after knowing he likes her.  I mean, if she had respected our relationship, she shouldn't even allow someone with such intentions to get close to her.  I always believe that when you play with fire, you'll eventually get burned too.  At times I feel like I have failed at both my marriage and work lives, I really don't know what have I done wrong.  I love this woman with all my heart and still, I can't believe how she could have constantly given a chance to a man who likes her to get so close to her.  I feel so tired both physically and mentally, it's as if I need a factory reset.    

Dinner in Batam - Galaxy S23+

Pandan Almond Cheese Chiffon Cake

I had a quick bake yesterday.  As I really missed pandan, I decided to bake a pandan almond Cheese chiffon cake to break away from the monotony.  

This time instead of using the slow juicer, I decided to go old school by the good old blender followed by straining.  I added some water to start the blender.  After there were some liquid formed, I added in the coconut cream milk - next time I should try adding coconut oil instead, I wonder how it will turn out.  Pandan leaves absorb water like sponge absorbs water so don't be surprised if 100 gr of pandan leaves yield very tiny amount of pandan juice.  

Blending Pandan & Water - Galaxy Note 9

Pandan Chiffon Cake

Okay, this is the last one on pandan.  I've basically ran out of pandan & coconut oil after this bake.  

Fresh From The Oven - Galaxy Note 9