Earlier this week on 1st February, the project I have been working on finally went live: 4 corporate websites for Thailand, Indonesia, India & Singapore and an e-commerce site for which I worked on and eventually became a trainer to also went live. These were on top of the various preparations that were not simple either, as such it really was quite a busy period from mid-Jan till 1st February. It was a major milestone in the project.
Last year the newly formed company made me an offer to transfer, unfortunately I could not agree to the terms which in my opinion do not correlate to my contribution & commitment to the project, as well as my overall experience, expertise and qualifications. I was pretty pissed off at the offer. After months of wondering whether I had to worry for my future, everything turned to disappointment.
Fortunately through the graces of my parent company, I get re-deployed internally to a different position which I will assume after Chinese New Year.
And just today I got wind of how the structure in the department I was supposed to be in like. I should say I was not surprised to see how some assignments turned out, but I couldn't help feeling that there is injustice in how the offer to me was made. I don't take it very badly, thanks to my new assignment. Just that there's this... anger? Dissatisfaction? Frustration? I can't quite identify it...
As I'm still committed to the project till end of March, I will continue to work with utmost professionalism and dedication. I always believe that it is the quality of my work that resonates my true capability.
Sometimes, you really just have to suck it up. Just don't let it brood for too long.
I think this closing photo really sums up what I want to say.. Just the one on top left yeah! Oh... I drew it when I was in the temporary project office, I'm quite proficient in drawing Doraemon now.
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~ Photo taken with LG G6 ~
